“Dreamtime”

Sometimes it feels like we are diving in and out of the different layers that make up our life. Just during spring this year it was as if I was re-emerging into the more active part that is life. Not that nothing was going on before that. There was actually so much happening that it seemed almost unbelievable for such relative short period of time. And yet, the things that were going on were not so much happening on the surface of my life but beneath it. However living within a society that commands productivity more than anything I was quick to judge this period as “ineffective” for we have been told so many times that we have to be productive, that only results count, preferable those that can be measured. Yet all true creation in form does not appear all of sudden with the stomp of a foot or the snip of two fingers. It has to grow naturally from within ourselves in order to be soul-full creation. This takes time, as everything in nature that germinates out of a seed. (Every fairy knows that – duh!) And yet, even though I knew this intellectually I didn’t really understand it yet. It is most likely one of my more challenging tasks that I may learn to allow for life to unfold in its own time. I still have to become much more patient, and maybe indifferent to the half-truth of others that is not my own truth at all. I know that there is perfection within all creation – I just have to trust more and relax into the beauty that exists within every little step along the way.